WARNING: This is a rant. This post is a huge major freakin' rant. I'd try and keep it as clean as my level of self-control will allow me to be. The rush for resorting to the easiest most unimaginative form of speech will have to be kept in check as the self-conscious part of me will try its damnest to put a lid on an overflowing and irresistible urge for trash talk. Not to mention the super self-conscious part of me (which probably accounts for 80 plus percent of the more polished image one wants to project of themselves to the outside world) is quick to set the record straight about how aware I am that I'm just sweating stuff and that I should get over said stuff, shut up and keep moving to the next subject already!
The mere chance to be able to sit down and type frantically about small scale power struggles, low-range adversity and grade-school like bickering plaguing my everyday life is a clear sign that things aren't as bad or as serious and as trying as life sometimes can be. I am well aware of that luxury but damn sometimes small stuff have got to be sweat over! Even if all they ever cause is microscopic collateral damages, everyday obstacles are of the highest possible annoyance. And when all of these nuisible, stressful ordeals just make the pact to take you down emotionnally at the same time, forget it! You wind up turning into this big whiny mess who can't stop but wondering: "What the f*ck is wrong with me"? Or my personal favorite: "What the f*ck is wrong with every-f*ckin-body"? It comes by phases too. Sometimes troubles come one at a time and I'm hardly ever eager to face them then so imagine in instances when hammered by countless little problems to deal with in basically all areas of life?
Take a glimpse at my list of top ten most sensitive grievances I have accumulated over the past few weeks and you'll agree with me that some things and people are just wrong, wrong, wrong!
Now, I know they say putting things in perspective is the best way to apprehend situations and not get too emotional when dealing with them. And frankly I wouldn't be much bothered if it weren't for the fact that I have somewhat of a temper, and the low tolerance this trait of character entails almost always ruins my chances for clean conflict resolutions. In other words when pushed to the edge, I'll only give one chance to diplomatic solutions, if it fails, my patience runs thin and that's where I'll wage a war [of words mostly] if it's the last thing I do. The results? Sometimes I'll get the other party to see things my way and they'll even present excuses for their unecessary pushy behaviors and sometimes situations would escalate to a point of no-return.
Take a glimpse at my list of top ten most sensitive grievances I have accumulated over the past few weeks and you'll agree with me that some things and people are just wrong, wrong, wrong!
Now, I know they say putting things in perspective is the best way to apprehend situations and not get too emotional when dealing with them. And frankly I wouldn't be much bothered if it weren't for the fact that I have somewhat of a temper, and the low tolerance this trait of character entails almost always ruins my chances for clean conflict resolutions. In other words when pushed to the edge, I'll only give one chance to diplomatic solutions, if it fails, my patience runs thin and that's where I'll wage a war [of words mostly] if it's the last thing I do. The results? Sometimes I'll get the other party to see things my way and they'll even present excuses for their unecessary pushy behaviors and sometimes situations would escalate to a point of no-return.
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